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Tuesday, November 17, 2015

The Realm of Changing

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Do you really put a faith in changing? Many people don’t and the others hope so. What is changing then? Is it just something to catch up, and we will never end up at it? Is it any other pessimistic? Wait I will told you something, not a monumental and mighty, just something small [but for me it’s intense].
It’s a little bit funny, after you heart a lot of lies from someone, you stop believing that one. I can’t help smiling when I found that words. No, I don’t really have any pretention to it, but I just hold myself to jump out of the bed. After these few years, I’m just arrived at the same juncture, the party man is never growing up, and he’s just remaining behind his curtain.
He’s still enjoying his frolic, it’s no different than before. And maybe it’s his providence, to find a charming party to join and celebrate. Sometimes he failed, and sometimes he got what he’s into, but he is just the same person.
So does it mean that those few years mean nothing toward him? You cannot say like that also, I bet. Because he’s not putting the same curtain. It’s more modern and sophisticated. So does it mean that he change? No, it’s just the curtain.
As when he saw other players. They’re actually still playing the same game. They who keep themselves silent, still enjoy their solitary night. The readers still keep their book opened. The swan’s still dancing her secluded way [and he’s often seeing the swan pleased by her own dance and attain her fraught halt and standstill. Look at the silent, they live their mythical recluse now, they become ascetic; the readers get a new book to read, and the swan is dancing another routine [now she knows perfectly how to do her pointe, her plie, ronde jam, battement tendu, and of course she’s got her retire gracefully. SO how come you said that nothing changing.
But it’s never the real calling. Yes, you are true. Everybody cannot nullify their real being. Finally it’s not someone chose their part. But that part that is choosing them. So what is changing then? It is no more than improvement to the wider, deeper, and more complicated scenery. Look at the Christianity, they’re changing, however, they who claim themselves as Christian, cannot deny that they’re defending Christ, but they’re approach, mode, motive, and term that’s usually changing. So it is, nothing else.
You may be asked me about value now. Yes, I know. But, unfortunately I will not answer your question. Not because I’m lazy to answer it, but it’s more because you already know the answer.
So what about anomaly, then. You got it. Anomaly is the spirit of life, so what is changing? No more than the anomaly, the changes itself. Suck, ha? Take it as blessing, and you will face another dimension, where words mean no more.
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