On the Ride

"What do you think? Will you get her ... this time?"

"Really? You asking me that kinda question?"

"Yes."

"Ehm ... I see."

"I think it will be good, at least you don't have to hold it for yourself? As I know, you always looked confident. But ... I don't know!"

"OK! This is the deal. I will come in and meet her inside. She will smile, and I will give her smile for return. She's beautifull and charming. She's in her best. We will make kinda crap conversation ... that actually I don't really into. Dining with our mind's flowing away to any other places, but try to focus to what we will be talking next. We wanna kiss each other, but we hold it on. Maybe we have the same thought about bed, but we keep talking about the food. But ... deep inside we will feel nothing but loneliness and kinda uncomfortable feeling. After the diner, finally we just make our mind up. So we actually do nothing but smile each other and see our clock and know that it has been too late. Pay the bill, and walk her out. I'll pick a cab for her, maybe I'll get the kiss, but I will refuse. And then I walk home and feel just the same."

"So why are you going there? For real."

"I don't know, maybe to make me feel that I am still dateable."

"You need some rest. What about vacation?"

"My last vacation is when I was graduated and go to Bali to celebrate. Do you take any vacation?"

"No. But talking with you is kinda vacation for me."

"OK!"

"So why we ... dont be just ... a ... couple? ...  No! I think it's worst thing!"

"Yeah! I think it's gross."

"Agreed."

"Yep!"

"OK, don't you want to go ... to inside"

"Good idea!"

"Do you ... wanna kiss me?"

"What?"

"Yeah, kinda kiss ... kiss."

"Ehm ... I'll consider it, I think I need time to think?"

"How long?"

"Long enough."

"OK take your time."

"Thanks!"

"What about now?"

"Ehm ... I'll take the chance!"

"But I don't like if somebody kiss me with a tounge."

"I won't! Are you crazy or what, we are friend, you know."

"OK!"

And they're kissing. 

"I think tounge is OK!"

"So do I!"

And the kissing is continued.

"OK, I think I'll go inside. Thanks for the ride."

"Yeah! Have a great time."

"Yeah! But ... wait!"

"What!"

"May I call you after this ... eh .. date."

"I'll be home."

"Yeah!"

"Or maybe I can wait for you in that bar. Just in the end of this road. Next to the Bookstore."

"Great!"

"And then we can go to ... my place, maybe."

"Yeah! Your place is good."

"OK!"

They see each other, and smile.